This week I've lost track of what day it is, let alone the hours of my life.
Those of you who know me in real life know how frenetic I am. I live on fast forward, am always overflowing with projects and deadlines and commitments, am the king of personal process optimization and multitasking.
And what I've realized is that until after the surgery and the recovery and the post-op assessments, I won't be that person. My fast forward has been put on pause. I live in freeze frame now.
As long as I'm here, I'm going to try my damndest to enjoy the view. I am a tourist in the foreign land of the slow and careful, so the sights are mine to behold. I'm not sure if this is a bug or a feature, so I'm making it a feature.
But damn, I'm going to have a lot to do when this is over.