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Jay Lake
Date: 2008-06-02 05:54
Subject: [cancer] Kicking the habit
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Location:Nuevo Rancho Lake
Mood:fussy
Music:the ticking of the grandfather clock
Tags:cancer, green, healthcare, personal
I stopped taking opiates a little over 24 hours ago. We'd already cut the dosage down to a very minimal amount, and I really wanted my brain back in my head. Plus the allure of once again operating heavy machinery, of course.

As a result, I spent all of yesterday with no appetite, irritable, and out of sorts. A number of small aches and pains made themselves known, including an odd sensation in my lower left abdomen which lasirenadolce pointed out is probably the internal suture site between my abbreviated colon and the tissue at the top of my rectum. Of course, I also spent the day working on my Web site and getting my bibliography up to date, which may explain some of these symptoms.

Last night wasn't much better. I had the sweats, along with heroic gas pains, poor sleep, and a weird dream that I was pushing my ancestral piano to South Dakota along the shoulders of the Interstate highway system.

I am rather more in sorts today. I'm still taking Gabapentin and Ibuprofen, so I am not without pain control resources, but neither of those mess with my head. Unless I am derailed by renewed pain, digestive urgency or pathological napping this afternoon, I should start in on revisions to Green today.
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kara_gnome
User: kara_gnome
Date: 2008-06-02 13:16 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
I wonder if your writing will be affected by your experiences. Maybe not at first, but after a while.

Good luck with your rewrites, and hopefully that writing high will help you feel better, too, and sleep better tonight.

You're doing great, but it will be very good when all this is at least a year behind you. I feel for you, guy.
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Gary Emenitove
User: garyomaha
Date: 2008-06-02 13:17 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
>>a weird dream that I was pushing my ancestral piano to South Dakota along the shoulders of the Interstate highway system<<

Wait...didn't we do that during the trip to North Dakota?
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sheelangig
User: sheelangig
Date: 2008-06-02 13:44 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)

Pathological napping? What a wonderful concept!

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Jay Lake
User: jaylake
Date: 2008-06-02 14:07 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Trust me on this one...
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Elspeth
User: evaleastaristev
Date: 2008-06-02 14:03 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Yay for not being on the drugs any more! And for hopefully stopping while there are still some left incase the worst should happen and the pain comes back.

You should sleep better tonight, but expect this to go on for a few days, considering the doses I think you were on. It takes about three days for it all to get out of your system, and then another day or so for your body to adjust to not having them.

And yeah...after I was in a car accident, and put on the wonderful Vicoden for the pain, I noticed a reason I could quickly become addicted to the stuff. Not only does the opiates kill the big pain, but the little pain that we just don't notice anymore goes away, too. I think it was hardest to adjust to having that pain back when I took myself off the drugs.
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Jay Lake
User: jaylake
Date: 2008-06-02 14:06 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
I think it's those little pains which are deviling me, the ones I don normally notice. That and withdrawal symptoms.
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User: (Anonymous)
Date: 2008-06-02 15:07 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
They can be pesky. But Withdrawl should be done here in a few days, and you'll get used to the little pains again soon enough. I know I did. Atleast, as used to them as I ever was.

But still...yay for the big pain of surgery being to the point of not needing the big addictive pain killers!
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Elspeth
User: evaleastaristev
Date: 2008-06-02 15:08 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
And of course I forget to sign in. Previous reply was me!
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Twilight
User: twilight2000
Date: 2008-06-02 14:08 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Coming down is just plain weird -- but it does clear up and like kara_gnome says, that writing high should help ;>.
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Jennifer
User: gaaneden
Date: 2008-06-02 17:42 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
I had no idea. You were very polite and such to me in IM yesterday. Please, if I distract when you should not be distracted, just tell me to buzz off. :)
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User: (Anonymous)
Date: 2008-06-03 10:18 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
I had bowel surgery just before christmas and was told that I'd have minimum pain. Needless to say, at home 24 hours later, once the hospital analegsic had worn off, I was making phone calls to my doctor.

Spent about six weeks on tramadol - not the most powerful of opiates - but withdrawal was surprisingly annoying and took about ten days. Some flu-like symptoms but mostly a mild feeling of depression and general irritability. ('So, what's new?' my wife said...)
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Jay Lake
User: jaylake
Date: 2008-06-03 12:25 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Depression. Check.

Irritability. Check.

Yes, I grok you, water brother. Opiates are the opiate of the masses!
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