In my dream, I got out of the doctor's office and called calendula_witch. I was just in tears. I found myself on the phone with her, trying to convince her that this was not a bad dream, that it was really happening. Which was, of course, my lizardbrain trying to tell me this was a dream, but that's not how I experienced it in the moment.
By the time I woke up, I'd sorted out the fact that this wasn't really happening to me, but it certainly speaks to my anxiety and trepidation at the upcoming screening. Which calendula_witch will be at in person, thank Ghu.
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