So I'm on a three-month scan-and-hold cycle for now. What this means is that I have a PET/CT scan on 10/22, which happens to be
I haven't posted about it lately because there hasn't been much to post. The Fear is back on the horizon, like a coming storm, but this time it's a squall. All the scary stuff is still out there, in spades, I've just grown used to it. The East African Plains Ape is an adaptable beast, and can become accustomed to anything. Even this. I've also become a lot less annoyed about being unsure of my forward planning — basically, I'm at risk of dropping most or all of my balls in any given six-month period with little warning. Well, ok then.
So I'll be going back to my therapist in October, to help me handle the Fear, and leaning all the more on
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