August 2nd, 2010

a-links

[links] Link salad rubs sand from its eyes, resolves not to sleep on beaches

A reader reacts to METAtropolis

msagara on why it's okay you haven't read her books — Yeah. What she said. (Via matociquala and others.)

The Most Revealing #Wookieleaks — Hahahah.

Monogamy unnatural for our sexy species — Interesting bit of pop-sci. (Via Year of the Word.)

Coin shrinkers — A hobby I'd never heard of. One that comes with fatality disclaimers.

Clear CT Scans with Less RadiationResearchers are devising new ways to get the same results with fewer x-rays. Among other things, this article explains how CT scans work.

A design featureCertainly not all Republicans are racists, but the Republican Party deliberately exploited and exacerbated racial tensions for political gain for decades. Those Republicans now being shoved to the party's new margins have no standing to complain. Where were they when they and their party were benefiting from the extremism that now is taking control of their party? Where was their sense of civic duty and basic morality?

Take that, Dennis Miller; Climate Change is Real and Dangerous[G]lobal warming is not a partisan political issue, however much some people want to make it one. It is science. ... Reality doesn't have a political party. Actually, according to the GOP it does. Those of us in the "reality-based community" so sneeringly dismissed by the GOP are quite happy not to be Republicans.

?otD: Whilom or wherefor?




8/2/2010
Writing time yesterday: 3.25 hours (revisions, WRPA)
Body movement: 30 minute stationary bike ride
Hours slept: 8.25 (solid)
This morning's weigh-in: 239.1 (yikes!)
Yesterday's chemo stress index: 3/10 (fatigue, peripheral neuropathy)
Currently (re)reading: Foreigner by C.J. Cherryh

food-ribs

[repost] Open dinner in Philadelphia, PA this week

(Reposted.) I will be in Philadelphia this week, on a work trip. I am declaring an open dinner on Wednesday, August 4th. We will meet at a Burmese restaurant at 7 pm.

Rangoon
112 North 9th Street
Philadelphia, PA

Feel free to come if you're in the area. You don't need to be a personal friend, or even have met me before. I always like finding new people at these things. See some, all or none of you there.

cancer-biohazard_bag

[cancer] Class privilege and chemotherapy

I was having breakfast with calendula_witch and markferrari this past Saturday morning at Portage Bay Cafe in Seattle's U district. The wait staff were moving back and forth, every one of them fast on their feet, when it occurred to me to wonder how someone with a job like that would have fared through the chemotherapy regimen I just endured.

That in turn unfolded to realization that most people working in the service industry would be at risk of their livelihood in my situation. I spent the last two months of chemo sitting down, and moving very slowly when I was up, the two months before that not so much better. A job that required me to be on my feet all day, or driving a vehicle to service calls, or shifting stock or pulling parts, would have been impossible.

How would a waiter, or a plumber, or bookstore clerk, maintain their livelihood through such an experience?

I am lucky. I have a well-paid job that mostly involves sitting still and thinking. Or reading and writing, but those are still essentially sitting and thinking. I have a job I could meet the requirements of even through the worst of chemo. A high-end, white collar job open only to someone with a decent-or-better education and the life skills to navigate corporate politics and policies, and the intricacies of American business.

Even then, if I'd been a daily commuter, I'd have been sidelined badly. That my sit-down-and-think job is work-at-home employment meant I was almost perfectly suited to continue through chemotherapy without financial or workplace disruption.

This strikes me as class privilege, a benefit of being a (relatively) high end white collar worker with seniority both in my field and with my employer. And therefore, ultimately a benefit of the accident of my having been born white, male and middle-class into a household with high educational and professional expectations that was able to raise me with the skills to meet those expectations. I cannot imagine the stress of making my living as a waiter at Portage Bay, then having to accept the time and energy limits I endured in the chemotherapy process. That's completely outside the narrow medical issues, and even largely outside the issues of insurance coverage and so forth.

Do oncologists take this sort of thing into account? Do employers with shift work and hourly wages allow this much latitude to their employees? Watching the wait staff made me realize how damned lucky I have been, and continue to be. As brutal and difficult as this all has been, I keep finding new things for which to be thankful.