Jay Lake (jaylake) wrote,
Jay Lake

[cancer] Some calm

8.25 hours of uninterrupted sleep, sans Lorazepam. GI has finally calmed.

Mostly dreamt of struggling with my medications and being on an aircraft carrier from which one could see Kilimanjaro over the curve of the Earth. (And yes, I've seen Kilimanjaro in person from the Kenyan side, but not from the deck of a ship.)

Some meditations on professionalism, focus and chemo to come, but I'm not quite ready to put them to words yet.

I feel okay today. That makes this a very rare day.

Tags: cancer, health, personal

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