But I'm also firmly in the middle. And I'm hitting a muddle in the middle so classic that it makes me laugh at myself. "This boring." "No one wants to read this." "Why am I writing this?" "Look, there's some bills that need to be paid!"
One if the reasons this strikes me as funny is that Sunspin as a whole is organized in arcs or chunks. Each chunk is 60,000 to 80,000 words long, roughly. Each chunk has three segments of 20,000 to 30,000 words each. There is no chaptering. So within each segment, I have a middle. Within each chunk I have a middle. Within each book, I have a middle. Within the four book series, I have a middle.
Are you sensing a pattern yet?
Right now I'm approaching the middle of the second chunk of Their Currents Turn Awry, just past the middle of the book, and approaching the middle of the series. It's as if my muddle in the middle were a nested set of Ptolemaic epicycles and they're all coming together.
So, hell yeah, I'm muddling. This is where I know not to decide the idea is boring and stupid and go chase some other shiny, cool idea. How do I know not to do this? Because I am an experienced writer.
Everybody's middles suck. At least to them, while they're writing. Giving up at this point is the biggest mistake newer writers make. And it's a mistake that tempts at least some of us older writers.
Luckily for me, my desire to see how the story comes out waaaaay trumps the middle-muddling going on.