Various friends want to come visit. I've been reluctantly putting everyone off for the sake of sorting out some of this healthcare stuff. It's leaving me slightly testy, but I don't see much point in firming plans which are more likely to fall over than not. At the same, in putting people off I'm putting off things I want to do while I'm in relative good health.
So, yeah. Grumble grumble. I'm alive today, I should be grateful. But sometimes I feel like I inhabit the bottom of a deep well of logistics, and it's all shifting shadows and angles of the light down here.
